Do not “wait to get worse”.
I don’t care if you’ve “been worse”
Your body is tired of this.
You deserve help in this moment.
idk bro
Do not “wait to get worse”.
I don’t care if you’ve “been worse”
Your body is tired of this.
You deserve help in this moment.
do you ever starve yourself out of anger towards other people lol? I just caught myself thinking “im never fucking eating again that’ll show them”
i know most of us are probably guilty of this just remember emotional blackmail in the form of self harm is in incredibly steep and dangerous path to walk down.
“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”
— word porn
General hospitals: “if we don’t let them do anything at all and not let her see friends or family for months maybe they’ll be cured!”
Phsych wards: “let’s take away all freedom they once had and put them in this padlocked unit with nurses yelling at them 24/7 to not hug each other to teach them how the real world is and they’ll be completely cured!”
Eating disorder inpatient: “lets keep repeating the same annoying quotes every meal and take away all freedom and treat them as less of a person because of their eating disorder and they’ll definitely get better!”
Counsellor in hometown: “let’s tell them that we will never give up on them and jump to conclusions as fast as possible even if they tell us our opinions are wrong because obviously we are always right!”
Doctors in hometown: “if they lose one pound let’s hospitalize them and section them because they’re a danger to themselves then they’ll get better”
“It is a lonely feeling when someone you care about becomes a stranger.”
— Lemony Snicket
“Always defend your right to heal at your own pace. You are taking your time. You are allowed to take your time.”
— unknown
“That small bit of hope left in you that they will come back is destroying you. Let it leave you, just as they did,”
13:25 - Let it leave you (moondustanddreams)
i feel so fucking guilty having this blog. i fucking hate myself for being a pro ana blog like the ones i discovered when i was 13. I’m sorry to anyone who follows me/reads my posts.
but i need people to connect to, people to make me feel less alone. i’m so fucking alone in this is my real life and people interacting with my posts is sometimes what keeps me going.
idk. idk. just don’t want people to see me as glamorizing my ed or promoting it or whatever. I’m just fucking suffering and we’re all just fucking suffering and it sucks but it sucks a little less to suffer together
the most disheartening feeling is spiraling again after being okay for a while
“do you drink because you’re just having fun or do you drink because after awhile when you look down at the bottle you realize you can’t remember my touch my lips my voice my heart six shots later your heart becomes just as dark as your whiskey and I am just a sunken ship in the ocean of your memories”
— kenzie lawson



“Captain Marvel should smile more” “she looks so serious all the time” “she lacks charisma” “she’d look better with a smile”
BRIE LARSON SNAPPED
