idk bro
I hate myself I hate my body I hate myself I hate how I look I hate how fat I am I hate myself I hate my body I hate my stomach I hate my thighs I hate my back fat I hate my fat everywhere I hate myself I hate my body
I am not small, tiny or little. I am not skinny, petite or light. I am not cute, thin and slender. I am not pretty, beautiful or gorgeous. I am not attractive, hot or sexy. I am not kind, I am not a good person. I am not a good friend, a good daughter, a good sister, a good student or a good girlfriend. If I can’t be these things, what can I be?
9 months clean from self harm (after a relapse) and looking forward to hitting the 1 year mark again :)
If anyone can help me - suggestions on how to be safe (relatively) about it. Idk if/how it gets infected. Do I need bandaids? Or I’ll also take advice if you have a better way if coping, or just a way I can stop myself from hurting myself. Idk, please help me. Any advice is appreciated - reblog this or message me.
What if I cut myself…
I think I would hate myself less if I got had from anons. Any takers? Please??
I’m gonna fast tomorrow.
Anonymous asked:
you don’t have to do that! especially today, there are a lot of campaigns promoting the acceptance of all body types :)
That I still eat, doesn’t mean I am happy with my body.
That I don’t always have fresh cuts on my body, doesn’t mean I stopped cutting.
That I still laugh sometimes, doesn’t mean I won from depression.
That you never see me cry, doesn’t mean I never do.
Some day’s are just better, but that doesn’t mean I got better as well.
Sometimes I think the thinspo I look at is edited or photoshopped because I can’t believe that someone’s body could ever look so perfect and thin, and then I realize, no, it’s just that my body can’t ever be like that because I’m a fat whale with no self control…
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ruinedchildhood
“Captain Marvel should smile more” “she looks so serious all the time” “she lacks charisma” “she’d look better with a smile”
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